The Golden Window

So plans have changed, I am going home for Christmas. I also find myself newly single and actually feeling all the better for it. It's just not in my character to want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me. I've done that before and it just doesn't fit into my life any more. And really, it's hard to be all too sad when as a consolation prize I get to spend the holidays with people I love and love me. I actually feel fine, and although the first few minutes of the morning are a bit hard, that too will lessen, and soon the whole matter will be nothing but another story to add to my book. There just isn't any point in pining over something that ended along time ago. It's time to move on and I am grateful for the opportunity.

In less then two weeks I will be back home in California, and this time things are going to be a lot different. First off, I plan on spending a little more time with my parents, especially seeing how they paid for the ticket. I am not running around trying to see every part of home before I have to go, I plan on taking it easy, eating breakfast, getting coffee from Chuck's, going to San Gregorio, I am going on vacation. Seriously, things right now, in all consideration of the turn of events, not all too bad. In fact the state of my life, actually pretty good. I am excited to be turning twenty-five, and I am beyond elated to be spending the holidays at home with my family, where I belong. Everything just feels pretty good right now, aside from those few morning minutes.

The blog is going home...